Unspoken Words

It's getting harder and harder to lie. I just miss you.
I don't miss this new image of you, this stone-hearted you.
I miss the you who tore me into strips of joy.
I miss the you that was mine, the you that smiled.
    I miss the you who held me.
              I miss the you who played the strings of my heart and spoke the lyrics to my life.
      

I'm trying hard to stay strong.
   I see how you walked away and I just wish I can do the same.
But baby how could you leave after just one brawl?
I thought when you promised me your love, you meant forever.
I thought when you touched my heart, leaving your fingerprints, I thought I could believe in your myth.
               I know I broke yours too, but how can you be so cruel as to push me into my sorrowful darkness?

You heard me whisper the truth but you only wanted a taste of my bitter solitude.
You couldn't see past my frailty though I wish long and hard you'd have embraced my freeing nature.
I know I walked passed you in the soundless nights of ecstasy already.
I am beyond what you see now and I have ran so far away you cannot even see me now.
          But the music is still playing tonight.
                 and my heart is still singing to you.