A Slave to My Emotions

I struggle everyday it seems
It's like I live in dreams
People smile and I seek fire
Uncertainty plays the role of a liar
Then I see myself running away
Chased away by the music that sways
The melody of yesterday
Tears and laughter from that day
Where can I run to?
My God, what can I do?
The world is quickly changing
And aging
I know I must open my eyes
But the tears make it hard to rise
The petals of tomorrow's flower is already falling
I hear the cries of the next generation calling
All I want now is to come back to reality
For I'm a slave to my own pity
These lyrics are my only salvation
Words that are spoken are my 101 dalmation
Oh my world seems so hollow
My,my, what shall I follow?
If only this canvas would be painted
If only I would never have fainted
If only my sky would rain on my lands
If only my emotions would raise their hands..