Alas! I can write!

"Happiness"

I dream of the love in his eyes

I fly in the sky of my prize

Rain is falling into my entity

Let me breathe in this infinity

Wondering if this is forever

Thinking of all that endeavor

Maybe I should just let go

Swallow in the misery and just flow

Perhaps it is too late

Or maybe it's just fate

The universe works its way

I ponder with dismay

Could I really just feel happy?

Can I just love and be free?

Or am I just blinded?

Am I really dead?

Does the past really own all that I am?

Or can I just build my own dam?

Close up all walls and look forward,

Wipe those tears and be my own reward

His innocence holds me in place

And all I want is to see his face

I pray to be surrounded by His light

My Lord must've heard me in my nights

For He has sent me this angel

He has indeed cast me in His spell

Consciously or not, I pause

For just a moment, I forget the past and its claws

For just this instant, I am myself again

Then reality crashes back with a touch of this pen

But the taste of happiness still lingers

It's never lost in the voice of its singer...